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I was nearly thirteen when I learnt to whistle I pursed my lips. My pink virgin lips. Still untouched and stained with the juice Of blackberries and chocolate milk And I blew so hard. I pursed my lips again in the shape of a Kiss I blew again. Gently, A sound escaped me A wavering breathy ringing, that sounded clear Like ice. It burnt through the air and seared it. It quivered. Curved. The sound drifted into notes into melodies Walking down each bitter morning with ringing music in my head And hearing that hot white sound burn the air I wouldn’t stop Tunes became calls Burning the air black with sin That child’s music was smothered with velvet and silk I pursed my lips. My redded lips They were touched I didn’t whistle. The air grew less cold I woke to light and silence My white hot sound didn’t burn the yellow air But my harsh laughter grew In the heat of the heavy sun and the haze of sleepy crickets. As sweaty bodies Converged. I heard that sound The sound of A child. Pursing her virgin lips. A woman-child, heard that first note: I run and smear off the lips and the face and the kisses Standing among the protective trees I, unready. Whistling. Kiran Barhey
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